Esmeralda_Bramble

Like a Moth to a Flame
2018-11-18 21:56:13 (UTC)

Random Sunday Thoughts

Dear Diary,

Nothing's been happening in my life, I should be thankful for that.

Got to talk with my mom and brother again. It's always good talking to them. There's always hope in our conversations that someday, somehow I will be back home. Then my niece and nephew got home from school and I was still talking to my brother. They were so happy to see me. My niece did a "show and tell" for me, showing me her coloring book, crayons, and Barbie. She said she wants to be an art teacher (she used to want to be a doctor). She said that she and her brother are now taking swimming lessons. They said my nephew is interested in planes and talks about the city where I live in and the place where their cousin is. He's planning to visit Tita 'Esme' and cousin Cholo. He got his dad to look at flight prices.

Little things like these fuel my week. They relieve my loneliness, my emptiness. In the meantime, I hope to do more productive things next week like exercise, read, and continue studying R. I will carve time to do that and stop wasting my time watching Netflix or surfing the internet. I must train and discipline myself to engage in activities that will improve me and take my mind off depressing thoughts. I should be thankful for everything I have and stop bitching about my life.

Oh I heard from my other friend, she seems to be engaging in creative endeavors. I just love reading her funny and creative stuff. I'm glad I heard from her, I hope she's doing well.

Alright, signing off.

<3 E




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