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ish
2018-11-13 11:23:45 (UTC)

tuesdays point of veiw....

aaa hell....head is killin

whew...............................
k.....woke up 4am.......bout right sleep on 3 off 3 on 3 LOL eventually they will colllide right..........fuck

attempting some very quiet chi kong...............head feels like it will exploid though.........
i have sat here for an hour playing some monster arcaid game cuse i dont really know what else to do ...........

a bit pissed i missed daddy getting on......am i to read your thoughts completely???? i do try.....but isnt so clear always.........................not sure my mood right anyway..........a break is definately a good thing...but still always technology iso not sure its much help...................ooooooooo fuck head hurts.........

doing some ball work to alliviate pain.........would go get my grand to walk on me......she is still tiny enough...

maybe i need watch porn.............just my mood sucks for it......

552am.....thinking on daddy........makes me feel like crying and i dont know why other than i miss............but in a big way am ok with being able to say hey there is at least that...........................

little bit of emotional struggle ........my heart aches.....trying to trace its orgins..............my thrid eye throbs in agonizing tones........a passage of time......perhaps detoxing the brain of programs prior.................

...........poetic release................

i think on my Lion...............soft wicked smile comes to me..............my body thills on his thought...................my thighs quiver in anticipation ..............our tug of war.......exhaustable in its enevitablity..........................this burn deep in the dontien...........i need breath.............i struggle this fight beyond belief................seeming to exhaust us both in our retreat..............mmmmm what passion burns me..singed flesh...yearns to own..........licked lips .....desires notions.................a taste of bitter sweet devotions.......................deep breath comes hard ...................heavy sigh.......gasped breath................i need breath......that very life......i need breath.........rescue me......rip open that air way to release........................................quickly devour the taste...............to teeter on the edge of bliss..................................sensation virtual...............the minds happy ending..........temptations kiss..........


hmmm sanity creaps in this late hour.....maybe to rid of this headache that has so kindly takin over.....trade one in for the other is not a bad relief...but head is the worst ....so blond.......................

k is 6am going back to bed get rid of this ............................

ah hell....k is bedtime and i forgot to do this.....

watched tv ...did a hip yoga stretch for about 20 minets.....
talked to ceil......trusting that wont be an issue ever again......
went to the tropicana to get some salsa in....some girl hit on me broken english wanted to take me somewhere that wasnt so boring lol...i didnt ask.....just told her maybe another day......
played greedy lost too much......think my mind is not set to it atm....think daddy right need to technologically detox..........dang need a big camp trip lol............brrrrrr just sounds cold atm

4am k...is my normal bed time lol..so i guess so much for going to bed early.......sweet exhausting dreams world.......




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