the secrets of an average teen
2018-11-07 18:10:51 (UTC)

new goals

I'm trying to start a new chapter in my life today. Including all of these
- meditation
- working out
- eating healthy
- staying busy
- focusing on whats important
- waking up early
- lay off the smoking (lol)
I totally think this will work. I mean, I only had about 3.5-4 hours of sleep last night. It wasn't the best night for me, I was crying and and was only thinking about how my life could get worse. Im trying so hard to change my life around just to be happy. I even looked up ways to cope with depression and suicidal thoughts, even how to cope with a broken heart lol. (not really broke, but still kind of hurt over the cheating incident) I just feel like I have so much time ahead of me and I want to keep living you know? I can't keep feeling like im at war with myself. It will be okay one day though. In the end, this will all be worth it. I hope that this ends up going the way I want it to. I can't keep going on living like I have no reason to be here....

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