Do Not Disturb

2018-11-05 10:11:28 (UTC)

He gave me his number

Dear journal,

Brian had texted me his number yesterday on messenger and told me to call him but never did. And that's also around the time my boyfriend had called me on messenger but the signal was bad so he called on regular phone instead. We stayed on the phone for hours until, it hung up and it usually does after 3 hours but he eventually calls me back. Not knowing why.

Anyways, back to the whole Brian situation he smokes and drinks and that I don't like about him. He has problems of his own. And it seems like nowadays he just drinks it away. Oh well his problem not mine. He asked me to " marry him" and that I assume he was joking. He and I both know that I have a boyfriend. He gets mad everytime that I mention it to him. But it's true and he needs to understand that. I am not a cheater. I told him we are nothing but good friends that is all. At some point I did start to have feelings for him but that is all. I had to quickly assure myself that I had a boyfriend ( out of how many times I've mentioned this in ALL my entries).

Well, it is now 4:21 A.M. here and I should get some more rest and even though I don't go to school until this evening I should be looking for some jobs. I tried yesterday but nothing. No one picked up. But I will not give up.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One