Do Not Disturb

2018-11-03 23:52:40 (UTC)


Dear journal,

I never thought about masturbating until yesterday but that was only because I was REALLY horny and my boyfriend wasn't with me at the time ( sadly to say). I asked him to send a dick pic in return. It was nice. I had an orgasm. It felt good. Weird... But good. I'm usually to find masturbating quit disgusting. I tried doing it before but felt very uncomfortable. Mostly because of how chubby my stomach actually looked when having sex.

I haven't had sex ever since ever my ex broke up with me because we ALWAYS have sex. And it felt good. Very good.

Me and my now boyfriend have touched each other in sexual ways but was never alone to ever ACTUALLY have sex. Maybe that one day will happen.

Will we ever be alone to ever ACTUALLY have sex????

It's only been 7 months without sex. I normally don't do such things when it comed to masturbating and watching porn. I honestly never watched porn.

Do girls even watch porn???

Of coarse they do. I never did. Believe me. Believe me not. To be honest, I always found it rather disgusting.

Why watch porn when you have a boyfriend that you can constantly have sex with ????

I usually never talk about my sex life here out in the open public diary but I have nothing else to write about and this have been on my mind since yesterday so I had to write.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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