Esmeralda_Bramble
Like a Moth to a Flame
What scares you?
I've been looking at journal prompts to get an idea on what I can write about. Today's topic is "What scares you?"
Dear future children,
it took me a long time to realize that I want you. You see, I've always had this nagging fear that if I have you that I may inadvertently ruin your lives because I do not know better. But with what I'm going through these days, this process of breaking me, learning about myself, discovering what I want, and realizing I could change and build myself up again, these are all for you. My goal now is to learn to become a better person so by the time you come into my life, I will be ready for you. I will not be perfect but I will die trying to be the best mother to you because I love you.
Until then, I will continue to challenge and push myself to learn the things I have to learn. I would like to give you a home where you will be safe, secure, and grow to be wonderful people.
Love,
future mom
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