Vanilla

I don't come here often ..

I don't come here often anymore.

Mainly because my episodes are less and also because of the anti depressants I'm currently on.

But today I'm in my thoughts...I'm in my head. I'm *her* again. I'm that person, that sad little unheard child. I want to be able to keep a diary where I'm also happy.

ultimately I'm alone and nobody understands. I feel jangly and I'm alone. That's life.