Do Not Disturb

2018-10-12 22:47:27 (UTC)

Friday Fiasco

Dear journal,

Mood: Upset

So, turns out that I'm not going to the football game with my boyfriend after all instead he's going by himself and in his hometown and I'm assuming with family but it's okay.... I guess. At least he tried.

It sucks that you have to be a certain age to go to the casino. This is why I can't wait to turn 21 so I can actually be legal to do ANYTHING I want. Well, maybe not anything and but some things..... Like go to the casino ( which I've been doing but other casinos ).

I can't even see my boyfriend if, I wanted too. I don't have any friends. I was gonna go to the game with him but all of a sudden it's a change of plans. Now I'm stuck at home babysitting my cousin... Again. I better get paid for this shit like I was told. But I doubt it.

And to be honest with you, I don't feel like a grown up at all. I honestly can't wait until I hit 21 then I would feel even better than, before I was 20.

I'm always feeling left out. My mom ignores me whenever I'm talking to her. And she wonders why I repeats things to her b/c she NEVER listens. I wish I had friends. I sound so depressing right now. Oh well. Whatever makes me feel better.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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