marielmia

Mariel is MIA
2018-10-10 23:44:52 (UTC)

Pheromones

Got a weird service call this morning. One of the attorneys called because he could barely see his screen and his mouse was fucked up. I went up there and hunted around while he hovered over me. Caught him checking out my ass, which is my only really lookable feature. There was a couple incidental contacts too and i gotta say, my skin burned where he touched. I guess i'm hornier than i thought. Anyways, i fixed his settings, made some small talk and left. He offered to take me to lunch but i said maybe another time. He's married and i already made that mistake once. I like the job here. Now, if he was single... So back at the office, my supervisor saw the ticket and didn't know I had cleaned it up. He told me he would send T to fix it even tho its my usual type call. He actually said, "I'll send T to fix the horndog's setup. The fucker's done this before." I've often said, i give off a scent. Fear, submission, availability? IDK.
Weigh in at 106lb.
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Miguel woke me cuz i was in bed all morning, into the afternoon. He was very affectionate but i faked tiredness so he would go away. I was in a panic. i thought for sure, i was pregnant. I didn't even have regular periods yet. All i could think of was that my life was over. I went online to see the symptoms you get when your pregnant. I measured my belly with mom's tape measure. I did this every day for 3 months. I stopped eating, figuring if i didn't eat, a baby wouldn't take. I was freaked out about buying a test and even more freaked out about what it was gonna show.

The parents returned. Miguel went back to Minnesota. I did my best to show nothing but the eating thing was obvious. My father wouldn't ever consider taking me to a doctor, but berated me over my eating habits. At dinner, we really fought over food. He didn't have control of me for lunch or breakfast though. Mother ignored me, mainly. I kept a graph of my belly size for 3 months. Finally, i accepted i was not pregnant. I buried myself in books. I lost friends. I was 5'5' and got to 85 pounds. I didn't have sex again until i was 20 and even then, i was too scared to enjoy it.




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