Do Not Disturb

2018-10-01 02:44:31 (UTC)

Birthday Party

Dear journal,

I went to this birthday/get together and I saw this guy ( that's always the first thing I notice ) who had the most beautiful eyes. They were hazel and I swear he was starring at me and while I wasn't looking.

Okay, I noticed he was starring at me because we locked eyes for what seemed like forever but I broke it off but the bad news is that he's married.

Bummer. I know.

But very cute if, I say so myself.

Seems to be in his mid 20s.

I can't have feelings for a married guy. I'm not gonna make that mistake again. I just can't.


Why do I always have crushes on married men ???

Even worse that I have a boyfriend who I've been together for 3 months going on four and to me that's a very long time maybe not as long as 1 year but it's long to me.

We're planning on going to the fair again on dollar day ( Thursday ).

The more time he takes on getting his license the more I can depend on him to take me places... Not literally. Besides he's my boyfriend. It's like a job of his to do so.

If only the guy wasn't married and only if, I was single. I think we be a perfect match. But not to sure on whether he likes me or, not besides him starring at me. He did that like only once and I was around my boyfriend at the time but I didn't think he'd notice. I hate me doing this and to him.
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The Forgotten One

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