Esmeralda_Bramble

Like a Moth to a Flame
2018-09-23 01:05:19 (UTC)

Saturday

Today I went out for my acupuncture session. I had my carpal tunnel and joints targeted and I felt it worked. My hands, wrists, and fingers feel like spring chicken today. Well it helped I was off keyboard and phone for the entire day.
Then I met with my friend and we watched the new Michael Moore documentary. It made me cry a lot. It's so sad how the world has become. After the movie, I joked that weren't we supposed to be relaxing and having a good time, but instead we cried and had heavy hearts.
Then we walked at a park to pass the time before we had our late lunch/early dinner. Thai food from our favorite Thai restaurant. Then we parted ways and went home.
Now I'm just relaxing. Checked my work email and got good comments from my team since I stayed late last night to finish the job I had to redo. It's annoying but a learning opportunity. Then getting kind words from my bosses made me want to cry.
I'm listening to jazz music. Killing time and hope to sleep early. Oh, I exercised as well this morning and walked a lot too. Overall this day has been good and productive.
I missed my friend. I missed living with her to the point that I maybe regretting my decision to leave her and listening to people who I thought had my best interest. But I guess there isn't such a thing as other people having your best interest. In the end the person who has your best interest is you since you know you, you're the only one who knows the all of you.
I'm kind of feeling good these days. Probably because I'm starting to let go. That is good. I hope I can fully let him go and move on with my life.




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