Koledlove17

Love,LIES,Lust
2018-09-21 11:56:48 (UTC)

He Called ,He Answered

Have you ever had that feeling your body gives when something completely off, and feels wrong. I get that feeling every time I'm around him I can't trust him because nothing he says adds up. 3 days come on who goes that long without contacting someone they supposedly love (unless another person is occupying their time). I never felt so lied to like he is very manipulative with your emotions. I seen a day ago and yes I gave him some of this goodness, He grabbed my little waist firmly-tight and whispered in my ear 'You are mines and I know you miss this cock', me being the sub I am and wet .I honestly hate when he can get me like that and I let him to be honest , I could have not gave him none and I felt like shit afterwards I felt worthless and so used that's my fault but when your use to someone and you have to get un-use to them it hard .He opened me up to a million things I didn't know was possible , he was the best dom I had and maybe I'm not the one and I have to face that . Apart of me doesn't want to love him I feel like a big gap of him is hiding something from me and he knows I'm right . I just want the truth , why the fuck is it hard for men to be honest , he doesn't want to admit because then I'll be right all along. I never hated love before I hate him for making me feel those ways. Like why did I deserve that, he suppose to come over actually on his way as we speak . I told him I didn't want to date him no more and he isn't taking it well and it confuses me because ill just be waiting for days again.




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