Not sure i can deal with the Ex wife circle
I don't know if I can or want to deal with the Ex wife circle. I know I'm working on all my inner circles, family, work, work friends, dart friends, kayak fishing friends, meetup friends ef gf? I dunno about my ex gf. Maybe I can or maybe I can't. I do know that I don't have the strength and capacity to to deal with my narcissist ex wife and this ex gf breakup issue at the same time.
I want to build and improve myself but can't take a too big a bite of life improvements. So, I've decided to cutoff the ex wife communication. Meaning I have to block her number. I know this is probably wrong of me and the life goal I'm trying to achieve but not everything in life is black and white. Gotta make some changes when the road gets too bumpy. I feel somewhat like I'm whimping out I know but I know I'm not 100% mentally ok just yet. So I feel I have to do this. When I'm really better and I don't have to consciously work at it, then I will deal with the ex wife.
For now, I have to cut that cancer.