Street_smart

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2018-09-17 22:43:29 (UTC)

Trying to find my swag

I don't think I recovered from that almost anniversary thing completely. Sometimes I too just get too tired fighting the fight all the time. I can't be retarded happy 100% of the time. yeah, I get my lows too. I'm alone and I don't even know the real reason why I am and why we even broke up. I know good things will happen for me but I'm so tired sometimes. Always fighting the fight to do what's right and what's best for me. Really tired. I'm hoping that one day, I can look back at this and wonder why I wasted so much stupid time for this or this person. but today is not that day. I am tired as fuck is all I know.

I have my date tomorrow. I took a better look at one of her pics. She says she works out 3 times a week. She has a nice enough personality from the little we texted and she does look nice. Online dating is tricky. They post pics that does not show their entire body. Well, I do. You get what you see. No tricks. I mean come on.. You can't hide what you are when you see the person live.

I still remember before my ex gf, I tried online dating. Had several dates. One was so fucking old, I swear her profile pic must have been over 15 years old and I paid for dinner which racked up to 160 all together. All I remember that shocked me was that she had old wrinkly boobs and I was stupid enough to stare between her breast to find out. I wanted to throw up. Sigh... Yet, her pic was someone around mid 30s. She had wrinkly ass boobs so I'm sure she must've been around 55.

Anyway, I'm online tonight just to try to shake off this stupid shit in my head.


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