Do Not Disturb

2018-09-09 20:43:35 (UTC)

The Time My Aunt Almost Went To Jail

Dear journal,


What a weekend??? A crazy weekend...

First thing First my brother and cousin both had their birthday dinners and we were planning on going to the movies but you had to be 21 and older after 6pm ( I know right what kind of shit is that) but other than, that you have to be guarded with and by an adult. I'm only 19 and my boyfriend's 20. Yes, he came along too.

So, the movies was out of the question and we ended up going back to my aunt's house and watch a movie but didn't watch until, midnight. But honestly, I was just cuddled up with my boyfriend the entire time since, I barely get to see him. Hopefully, he will get his license and soon.

I had to literally beg my mother to let me spend the night because I didn't want to go home. One of my cousin's friends were their and spent the night as well. Not one... Two... So, we all know how that went. I got my nails done and my eyebrows done because I needed it and needed it bad blah blah

I wore this strapless dress that I've never worn before to my both brother and cousin dinner party. I like it but if, it weren't for my flabby arms of being in the way every chance they get I wouldn't have any problems. I was very insecure so, insecure that I brought a jacket to cover up those flabby arms and not just because I was gonna get cold (like I normally do).

I have no more money left from thanks to my mother all because I had to "help out". But unlike my brother, I'm willing to do so. I'm not selfish. It may seem like it but I'm not even though I felt some type of way every time she would ask for some money. She could tell by the look on my face. But she will give me $20 dollars tomorrow. Hopefully. Like a thanks for helping out. All the money from school is gone... Down the drain it went. But it was worth it and besides that was only my first check. I'm not gonna say how much but let's just say it was a lot.

I'm not to big on wearing fake nails but this time I had to and now that my brother is finally in his teens. Let's just hope he acts like one.

My boyfriend came over for awhile yesterday. We cuddled and watched Black Panther ( which isn't most romantic I know ) because I didn't watch all of it but I could barely watch it because my other cousin kept talking during the whole movie wanting to spoil everything.

We were at a gas station and my aunt got mad because an elder accidentally cutt in front of my cousin Kiyia and that's when she started to flip out. He apologized and everything... Blah, blah, blah. I was in the car when this stuff happened. Then as she came out I just heard lots and lots of yelling and cussing ( which wasn't necessary). So, that was that. And he Almost ended up calling the cops.

Overall, everyone was giving me a hard time. The only reason why I even go over their is to get away from my brother and to see my boyfriend but that I can't even do since, no one can't seem to listen to a word I say . That's why I write.

I wore my same strapless dress today and while going to the grocery store to grab a few things for dinner with my mom this guy that was getting in the car was starring at me. Like you haven't seen a 19 year old girl with a strapless dress on but never again will I wear that. Well, I won't say never.

Anyways, now that I'm finally home and relaxed ( even if, theirs noise). I still feel like I'm the only one here.

I know this is a pretty long entry. I just had to vent out my weekend before my head explodes ( sarcastically). Anyways, that's all I have for now. It should be.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One