Do Not Disturb

UnDiscovered Girl
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2018-09-08 20:23:42 (UTC)

First Time

Dear journal,

You really didn't think I was still a virgin did you.


Me and my boyfriend had sex for the first time. Well, it was something similar to sex if you count the touching. Its been awhile since I even knew what it felt like and I gotta say it felt good.

I don't want a relationship based on sex. He's a very sexual person but who isn't. But also some days I just wanna cuddle and without him wanting to grab my butt every time since that's the only thing a guy's interested in besides how big my boobs are.

Where are the guys who likes you for your personality??? And for... You???

He says I'm funny. Cute. Pretty. But never have I ever heard him say beautiful. And when we cuddle he just wants to touch my private areas. All my ex's been like that.

The last time me and my ex heard from each other was when we had sex and when I thought we were getting back together after the whole chaos with his family and all but he just wanted to have sex for one last time and that was that never heard from him since, then and so I blocked him. I forgotten about him pretty easy. To easy.

I don't know anymore honestly. My boyfriend says he "loves" me and I love him but he only love me sexual wise. Watching one of my favorite movies ( The Breakfast Club).

Okay, of topic. I don't know if, we're gonna last forever. I guess we'll just have to wait to find out and see. I just hope he's the "right one".

I keep thinking about Danny ever since I blocked him. I know he's not thinking of me.

Anyways, that's all I have for now.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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