There was a tear in her eye
So today's goodbye date was nice and cordial like I already said. She said she wanted to be by herself. I knew what to say. I said it was a good idea as I wasn't happy too. (all from proper coaching). We chatted about stuff but I did catch a tear in her eye. Forgot what it was about but I was fine. I smiled throughout the date (coaching again). I was dressed up with an additional heart shaped pendant and a black studded earring that I never had before( more coaching), kept eye contact (coaching), stayed positive and stayed awed from any negative conversations (more coaching). Pretty much as good as it can get as far as breaking up with class. I did not beg or plead to keep her. I didn't act surprised or sad when she said we are breaking up. I sat straight with confidence Everything that I was coached to do, I did.
She said that she was too busy being a Mom so no time for a man. I told her that there is time for all life circles. We could've just slowed down this month and pick up again next month or whatever. My thought process is different now. I see better now. But I said that it was a suggestion but a late suggestion. She said why I didn't say this before. I said I just learned about this myself this past month so I'm learning as I'm going.
When it was time to leave, I made sure that I was the one that left first and that she saw me leave. Not sure why the coaching said to do this but it must be simbolic to say that I am leaving her and not the other way around. Anyway, I listened and followed it to the T. So here I am. I did the best ending to a relationship as I could. I still have my confidence and I know I still have a lot to offer. I bet I left the ex with shit that is spinning in her head right now. This is pretty much the last time I'll be wondering what she is thinking. Now it's time for me to be a little selfish and take care of myself.
BTW, she will give me back my money that I was giving her for the Mexico trip. I think it's over 1500 bucks now. Again, if you're goin got break up, it sure is nice to get some money back for it. Also, it the past 6 weeks, I've been able to catch up on my bills since I"m not paying for what's her face's meals and date shit anymore :) woohoo!! Dating sure is expensive :)