Experienced Life
2018-09-03 16:00:47 (UTC)

D Day with girlfriend today

Well, today's the day. First time meeting with my girlfriend in I'm guessing over a month. Not since our timeout. We are mtg in 1/2 an hr. I have to say that I'm ready but can't help but be a little excited. Not sure what's going on in my head. Does she want to stay together? Do I want to stay together? Will I feel like crap is she wants to split or will I feel relief? Lots of things going on in this head of mine. Not quite sure what's best for me but I do know that I do want what's best for me. If girlfriend is not the one for me, then I hope we split up. Let me heal and recover. Then off to the next path in life.

The next time I write in here, I will know where I stand. Regardless, life is good huh? No matter what happens, at least something is happening in my life. I"m not sitting on the sofa wondering what to do and where to go in life. At least I'm out there batting getting my licks in. Never a dull moment. Till I get back, we shall see.

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