Do Not Disturb

2018-08-31 21:31:03 (UTC)

I couldn't Do It

Dear journal,

I tried to break up with him but I just couldn't. I love him to much. Or is it just the fact that I didn't wanna be to lonely. Idk. All I know is that I love him. He said he loves me. That means something right. But then again I feel as if, we should be friends.

Do he even wanna be friends???

We're talking about Danny here. I unblocked him and sent him a friend request as i thought I supposedly broken up with my " boyfriend" ( ik... how desperate am I???)

He keeps telling me he " loves" me but I never said it back. He hasn't texted me back since, yesterday. So, maybe he doesn't "love" me as he says he does ( which obviously I don't believe).

My mind is everywhere.

Isn't it obvious?

I bought me a really cute purse that has flowers all over it and a bunch of notebooks that was only get this... 10 cents each so of coarse I grabbed as many as I could.

Then, I also saw this cute One Direction notebook even though I'm not such a huge fan. The only reason why I got it was because it had Niall Horan on it.

What a cutie???

My period finally came on. I mean its good that I'm not pregnant and all but bad because of the mood swings.

Hell, I have mood swings anyways. I'm a girl.

Emotional ones.

And since I'm taking the pills and all ( birth control pills).

Few minutes later : Home Sweet Home. I've been out all day with my Grandparents. I took me a nice warm not so yet hot bath. Listening to music. Until I can actually fall asleep.

P.S. I started talking to Marlin again but only to see how he was doing he said he was doing good but that was about it since he said he was very "busy" and all. Still with my boyfriend. Still talking to Danny. Idk. Idk. Idk. Anyways that's all I have for now.

P.S.S. I don't believe in promises because promises can be broken ... Then what...

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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