Do Not Disturb

2018-08-29 00:01:41 (UTC)

He Asked For Her Number

Dear journal,

So, you know the guy that I said I supposedly like... Let's call him... Brandon since, I don't know his actual name and all I know is that his last name is Little but hey its not like anyone that I know that will read this diary anyways. He asked for this girl number right when the class was about to end. And yes I may have over heard their conversations a little.

Apparently, her name is Shante. The only reason he asked for her number is to "help" him with his so-called homework. Yea right. She was wearing this beautiful strapless dress that has flowers all over. But hey why do I care. I have a boyfriend anyways. But then the next thing you will know they will be " hooking up" as they like to say and that will leave to dating.

I haven't had a single guy talk to me. Maybe I need to be more open but not to open. I fall for guys to easily. I need to learn how to NOT do that. I have a boyfriend. I sometimes wish to be single but not single. Get what I'm saying.

I have so many things to do and by that I mean lots and lots of homework. So, I don't honestly have time to focus on guys. But honestly I can't help it. Their everywhere. And it's a part of life man so cutt me some slack. Even if, I wanted to break up with him I'm afraid to do that because I don't wanna be so goddamn lonely but hey I'm not to alone but not having friends doesn't count. I have family. I have God. That counts. That's all that matters. Right??? Anyways, that's all I have for Now.

P.S. I've been binge watching Gilmore Girls that I've totally forgotten about the hit TV show Star. Season 3- September 26.... Can't wait.

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The Forgotten One

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