Do Not Disturb

2018-08-27 21:31:44 (UTC)

Why... Why... Why???

Dear journal,

Why is it that every time I have a boyfriend a new guy come along they start to like me and I start to have feelings for them then I wouldn't know what to do and that guy would want me to break up with my current boyfriend just to be with him???

Hell, he probably just wanted to get in my pants. I mean don't guys all. He says that he doesn't really care so much about sex. I don't believe him.

And yes I'm talking about Danny. I told him that I was gonna block him and he actually agreed to it since he apparently lied about him " loving me". I never believed him anyways ( okay maybe I did at some point but i stopped) since, I have a boyfriend.

I know you're probably getting tired of me saying this but I'm just keeping this in mine for my sake.

He just wants me to be with him and break up with my current boyfriend. But even before this we never really actually talked and had a conversation.

I mean I have a boyfriend and that's just on his loss. I mean yes I have had doubts about my boyfriend and wanting to be with him and thinking that he could be lying to me this whole time but maybe theirs something different. Idk. But if we end up breaking up in the near future. And if we weren't meant to be then we weren't meant to be.

They say relationships are meant to last forever. Most do and most don't. And mines don't. But I won't give my hopes up just yet.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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