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2018-08-26 12:52:29 (UTC)

"A Pearl" by ..Mitski You&

"A Pearl" by Mitski

You're growing tired of me
You love me so hard and I still can't sleep
You're growing tired of me
And all the things I don't talk about
Sorry I don't want your touch
It's not that I don't want you
Sorry I can't take your touch
It's just that I fell in love with a war
Nobody told me it ended
And it left a pearl in my head
And I roll it around
Every night, just to watch it glow
Every night, baby, that's where I go

August 26, 2018 Sunday 12:54 PM

Ugh I have an aversion to writing in this thing lately. I dunno. As an update: I feel pretty okay. Neutral. Lots of lotsoflotsoflotsam instrusive thouuuuughts. But that is ok because for the most part I can sort of ignore them.

Been going to the gym a lot. I'm half-packed to move out of the sublet. Sleeping a lot as well. Saw Nadiya yesterday, which is nice. Might see her again today but I'm not sure. Ugh. I have the urge to move my body again; I don't want to write. Writing is thinking. Off we go.


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