Scream Above the Sounds
Who Am I?
I talked about my life yesterday. Pretty much everything that I thought was worth mentioning anyway. That doesn't really tell you who I am though. I don't plan on this being a very long entry but we'll see how it goes. I'll try and describe myself.
Again, my name is Edd. I'm 27 years old. I'm about 6ft tall, which is 182.88cm. I have dark hair, dark eyes and a dark mind. I'm quite pale, people often tell me that I'm a ghost or that I look unwell. Both may be true, haha. I have a beard. I don't have any tattoos but I do plan on getting some, probably next year now though. I don't actually know how much I weigh but I would probably say I'm on my way to being described as chubby. I'm not fat but if I don't change my eating habits soon, I'm gonna find my way to fatsville! Maybe I'll link my Instagram someday so people can see what I look like. I doubt anybody cares enough really. It doesn't matter.
I've always been interested in technology. Consoles, computers, whether it be building them or just using them for video games or day-to-day tasks. Originally, the obsession was cars. I often get told a story about how I used to sit in my grandfathers garden, on his lap and name every single model of car that would drive past us. Then I discovered Pokémon. After that, there was no saving me. Pokémon and eventually Nintendo ran my life. Consoles became my safe haven and my key to happiness. I was also into professional wrestling, something I have kept up with since about 1997-1998. It's a big passion of mine, so much so that I now wish to eventually become a journalist and pursue writing about it. I'm a football fan, I support Arsenal. You can't call me a glory supporter because we suck. I've been an Arsenal fan for a very long time now. Thierry Henry was my first love.
I'm a big fan of film and music. If I have to name things off the top of my head that I love, franchises etc. I would say James Bond, Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Rocky. Things like that. I'm very versatile when it comes to music. You could check my collection and find all sorts. You'll find Drake, Slipknot, George Michael, Linkin Park, the list honestly goes on. I will pretty much listen to anything except dubstep. I have to draw the line somewhere!
I suffer from depression and have done since the age of 15. I'm very pessimistic and the glass is definitely half empty. I won't touch on this too much because I mention it in more detail in yesterday's entry but it's still worth noting here.
I'm kind of still discovering who I am. I know what I'm passionate about but I never really knew what I wanted to do in terms of a career. I feel like I'm on the right lines now and I wish I knew years ago. I've always felt like I have had a lot to say but nobody to say it to. Or maybe I thought nobody would listen. I'm very passionate and very intelligent when it comes to professional wrestling. I understand it very well. I know people will say "It's fake! It's pre-determined! You know it's not real right?" and yes, I'm aware. It's no different from you watching a film or a TV show. It's a story. We enjoy what we enjoy. People shouldn't make fun of others because they are passionate about things. It's ugly and classless. I would love to write about a variety of things. Mainly football, pro wrestling and video games. I would like to branch out into all sorts of things. I'll know when I get there. I just know this feels right. My dream right now is to finish studying, reach the top of my mountain, buy my own place and just live my life. I've got to be confident that I can make it a reality.
This is all I've got for this morning. It's 6:45am, I've just finished work and I've gotta get some sleep. I feel really ill. I'm due to work again tonight but I don't know if I'm going to make it. I hope a good day's sleep can fix it. Goodnight.
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