šŸƒAmanda22Janeā¤

Ghost Writer
2018-08-24 05:22:17 (UTC)

A Fine Friday Afternoon.

it has been a warm and sunny end of winter's day today outside under the sun but living inside is quite another thing. still. it's lovely to have such nice warm days. heating is still required for indoors but i am trying to save power and am still in need of bedrest, so staying in bed to keep warm is a good option, and i have had two naps as well : one this morning and one after lunch.
naps are always refreshing but the underlying fatigue continues.

i am missing my grandchildren today. it is the end of the week and i used to travel north by a nationwide coach company called Intercity to be with my grandchildren and help out around the place.

i tried to sit outside before but there is always old men around out on the main lawn talking and when they see me coming outside to sit they talk AND gawp at me, which i fucken hate!

i'm here because of my health reasons and not as a residential spectacle. their behaviour sometimes makes me feel like a misfit and their gawping always intimidates me.
fuck them barstards. i need the sun. i'm going to sit outside on my chair.

i've got a slight hangover.
the male friend says he's depressed.
my cat is quite happy playing outside all day on a fine day.
life goes on...
not doing much because of the fatigue but i have so much to do as always...

more later...




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