AutumnLeaves

even realistic people fantasize
2018-08-19 12:58:21 (UTC)

Best friends?

im angry with this bitch. i was there for her for months and the second she finds a boyfriend im not dropped im thrown. i barely see her, maybe once every 3 weeks. i know if i confront her she'll say "im just busy" or "he's my boyfriend and i want to spend time with him whats wrong with that?" and see i dont hate her boyfriend hes actually a really good guy but the fact is that she doesnt spend time with anyone but him. im her only real friend the rest are like casual friends. its not like i haven't been trying either i invite her out, she says no. i also take offense that she never wants to be in my house. the last apartment i was in was a trash heap so i understood but this one is really nice, really spacious. so if we hang out most of the time its me going to her, if i suggest something near me she says "oh thats kind of far" (25 min) but she drives to her boyfriends house or job (which are the same distance) more than a few times a week. i have an old beat up KIA that drinks gas like beer at a sports event. driving there and back plus wherever we go eats half a tank and yet i still go. her car is super gas efficient. she knows about my car. im so tired of this bull. we had plans last night set a week ago by her. i asked her what time it was she said ' oh we might not go if it rains, if it doesnt the yeah maybe" yeah maybe? WTF IS YEAH MAYBE? bitch we had these plans set a week ago! who tf are you to tell me that its off cause you weren't "feeling it?" when i told you how much i needed to go out and relax. she basically told me no without saying no. AND her fucking boyfriend was coming. fuck that shit. im just going to do what ive been doing, barely talking to her and just hang out with everyone but her because unlike her i do have other friends that are more than casual. but she was my bestfriend. fuck her.
-AL




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