Do Not Disturb

2018-08-17 06:23:49 (UTC)

Change Of Plans

Dear journal,

So, instead of Saturday we'll be going Friday night ( which is today as it is now 1:24 AM and that I should be asleep at this hour but as usual I can't). I honestly don't mind at all as long as I get to see him.

You have no idea how much I've missed him. I can't even go a week without seeing him. True love right their. Or idk.

I had this crazy theory of him of breaking up with me and that I told him he told me how he would never do such a thing and blah blah blah.

But at times I feel as if, he's not being entirely honest about certain things. Like being on his phone. Going through Facebook and looking at other girls. Because trust me I've looked through his phone ( and with his permission) and their were tons of girls on his feed. And most of which he probably doesn't even know really. Maybe he's being honest. Idk.

My Grandma always told me ," Never put your whole trust in a man." But I've always thought relationships were all built up on trust. I'm confused.

How can someone not get friend request anymore on Facebook????

That's the supposed " truth" he has told me. But that I don't believe. He has asked me several times to "believe" and " trust" him but with that many girls he got on his feed on Facebook. I just can't. Even on Snapchat.

I stay stressing myself out. I have a problem. Anyways, I will try and go to sleep this time. Or not since I have a 8am class in the morning.
At least it's one class.
Ughhhh!!!! Life as we know it.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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