Do Not Disturb

2018-08-13 21:53:14 (UTC)

I Thought About It

Dear journal,

Mood: Feeling like shit

I thought about cutting myself but I never actually planned it.

I don't think that I ever will. It's been who know how long since, the last time I've cutt myself.

I've just been feeling like shit lately and thought that was just the only way to deal with my problems ( and it isn't). Or cope with it.

I've tried talking to my parents but they just make it worse and that's just with anybody and so I come to this diary/ journal since, its the only thing that keeps me comapny.

I've always felt less about myself. I've felt like my boyfriend doesn't deserve me because I'm always assuming he's cheating on me or not. I mean who knows. He told me that he's not but I jsut can't believe him and only because I've been hurt so many times to the point where I have trust issues. And still do until this day.

Nobody understands me but you that's the whole reason why I've started writing this diary in the first place.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One