Girl I asked out for coffee
Got a response from the girl I asked out for coffee. BTW, I did ask because I wanted me to get off this dependency on my ex. I pretty much didn't care if she said yes or no. I just wanted to make sure I was not dead inside of me. So yeah, it was more of just going through the motion. Anyway, I found out she went back with her ex bf. lol. Which is fine. I really didn't want to start anything with anyone. Rebound material isn't good.
And to be honest, I'm not quite sure if gf and I are done yet. It may be. I'm having time to think with this timeout shit we had that was extended till this Aug 19th. I'm finding things out for myself. It was supposed to be for her to find herself out but it now is the other way around. Or maybe it's both of us finding ourselves. Hmmm.. Interesting shit.
I've been looking at some utube vids and see that these are things couples do to reset. I didn't know. Well, whatever. I intend to make the most of this time and reassess my sorry ass and get back to being me again. Getting rid of that infatuation love which although is cool to be in, it's not practical and should die down in it's appropriately given time. Then the real love (if there is any) can kick in.. More on that train of thought later. I really got to get ready for work. I want to be there early.