Do Not Disturb

2018-08-04 22:31:28 (UTC)

I Do Not

Dear journal,

I've been told that I care about nobody but myself even by my mom but that's only because she told me to get the charger and I totally forgot because I was rushing. Rushing to see my boyfriend and that I have to spend the night at my cousin's house. But that's not true. I do not think of only myself.

Yesterday, I weighed 171.3 some lbs and today I weighed 173.6 lbs. Ughhh!!!! For lunch I had Dairy queen and a Sunday ice cream desert. Maybe that's why I gained the weight. Of coarse it is. I go back home tomorrow. Thank Goodness..

I saw him this weekend. I'm happy I did. And I will see him before I leave. Funny thing is that I talk about nothing but boys to wanting to lose weight.

I still feel fat. I still look fat. That's why you see me keeping a food journal every so now and then and writing down EVERYTHING I eat because I forget and plus I'm a foodie. Your girl like to eat. But I need to stop eating so much.

I hate that when I eat certain things I feel... Less about myself. I need to stop feeling that way. I let everything get to me. I'm insecure. Sensitive. Blah, blah, blah. But who isn't.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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