greatkingrat

Number Fifty Three

You texted me at 4:42 on Sunday afternoon to say you were thinking of me and that you missed me. It was the happiest moment of my weekend. I can’t believe I could fall so hard so fast again. I never thought it was possible to feel the way I feel about you. Especially after all the ups and downs, the highs and lows... we went through so much just to end up so apart. But when I see you now, it feels like all the bad times never happened , and I’m left with the biggest smile on my face, thinking about your lips on mine, holding your hand and looking into those beautiful eyes. We are both old enough to know that life is not always fair, and I know we aren’t together now, but it doesn’t change how I feel. I guess I’ve realized nothing can change how I feel. I was lucky to be with you for so many years. I’d be really lucky and blessed to experience it again someday. I know time will tell.