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2018-08-03 21:45:19 (UTC)

Scared

Dear
I am so scared. Scared of being married scared of finding someone i wont love. Scare of having future with them. Scared of not loving him. Scared of the thought that may be he will not be a compatible one. Scared that may be he would not understand me. Scared tha may be he would have habita i hate most. Scared that may be i will not like his looks or he would have short height or boring personality or he would not be a good talker . Oh God i m scared of so many things.. infact fir everything.. i just cant trust anyone for my whole life.. its just what if i ll be traped for life in the nane of marriage.. what if i ll only have to compromise on my dreams... i m so scared n the worst thing is i cant share all of these with anyone.. whenever this marriage topic came up, its always made me feel so weak n trapped i starting to feel like someone is gonna put me in some kind of jail where i ll have to bear all society’s pathetic norms n have to kill my dreams.. oh God you knw how am i feeling , who am i so obsessed with love n how i m scared of not finding it again how much i m scared of marriage n proposals.. its always freaks me out even when my mom start talking about my proposals.. God you know i trust u alot but right now i m just feeling super weak n pathetic n helpless you know only you have the power to do best for me to choose best for me to never let my dreams die to never let the love surrounds me , die. Only you can bring peace to my heart only you know how much deep this is. Only you know how much i always suffer with all this.. plz help me plz plz dont let anything ruin my dreams n my life plzzzz i m so scared of having any male in my life..




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