Letters To Burn
Number Fifty Two
When I found out you were married I was crushed. But I thought about your smile and that you deserve to be happy. I’m sorry I fucked up so many times. I can’t stop thinking about you and I can’t help how my heart races every time my phone dings with a message from you. I guess I’m rambling. I know it’s too late for me to talk about lessons learned and how absence makes the heart grow fonder and all the other platitudes that people say. All I know is that I loved you then and I love you now. I hope I don’t sound crazy. I just wanted the truth to be told. I hope you’ll still talk to me. If not, I understand. I meant it when I said I’d wait forever if I had to. Hell, I’ve loved you for 14 years, it doesn’t seem anything is going to change that now.