Do Not Disturb

2017-08-25 00:04:08 (UTC)

What's Wrong With Me???

Dear journal,

Everything he said was nothing and have always been a lie. I know that you're getting tired of me saying this sh*t but I'm just trying to get this out of my system. Any advice. Wish I was her. Wish I was the girl that he's talking to but I'm not.

To be honest, I'm trying not to hurt myself . Not over no guy but instead lletting these much as and people get to me. I don't wanna fall for guys so easily.

How do I not do that?

I mean theirs nothing wrong with me. Well,maybe maybe not. Is it just the fact that I need to get out more? Possibly. I'm over thinking to much. This always happens to me. Not knowing how long I've been here out on the porch.

I will never forget or any other things that has happened to me with past relationships and school wise. I would tell my dad but he doesn't give good advice. Well, sometimes. And he would just end up yelling at me like he did before.

I'm tired of these little nappy head a*ss niggas using me ( that is what my mom would say). I'm tired of being played. I just wish I was like other girls then maybe they'll like me more... Or not.

I took a couple of pictures today of you know myself and I looked at it realizing that my cheeks look fat. I just deleted them. My entries are nothing but sad and depressing but I don't give a f*ck. So, f*ck him once again....

Theirs no motherfucking.Sincerely. Yours Truly or Snookie

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