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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2018-08-02 19:46:40 (UTC)

Forgot to mention...

That i have done day 3 of my pics assignment today. It's the one i dislike most... my bottom :/
i couldn't work out how to do *anything* with it, but to bend over, and have my camera on secondary, and put my finger in. Ugh, i *really* dislike that! i don't mind at all when Master does it, but i felt so dirty doing it myself! And it's bloody hard to take pictures of your bottom being used!!!

Ugh, i've got another 3 of them to do too, and i haven't got a clue what to do with them!
i also wrote my 1st writing assignment, about a D/s experience i would like, or fantasise about. It went like this...

i suppose it's always been a fantasy of mine to be kidnapped, and taken away, by two or three men, bundled into the back of a van, or car.
i remember writing You a short story about it one time, where You and Your Brother, and S****, and Your Brother's Wife were involved.

i've often thought about it, although i know it's purely a fantasy, and will never happen. Just the thought of being taken, against my will, and made to do all kinds of things, for food, and drink, and toileting, makes me excited! i don't know why, because i would be terrified if it ever did really happen, but i suppose that's the thing with fantasies... they're usually pretty safe to think about, dream about, and you know they'll never come true.

The things i have thought about being made to do are anything from general housework, naked, up to and including, oral sex, double and triple penetration, and having them all pee on me, and being tied up and maybe caged, although being caged is a real fear of mine! Having to eat out of a bowl is another thing i think about in this scenario, what little food i am allowed, that is.

i would be beaten if i failed to serve them properly, and left in my cage tied up for hours on end, until one, or all of them, decided to make use of me.

Hmmm, so yeah, that's number 1, and the most unlikely... thank goodness! lol

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i haven't heard from Master all day, and i am missing Him terribly, and just need to know we're ok, after the thing with grace.

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i heard from Master, and He seemed ok with me, and was going to email grace after me. He seems to think she's still interested, but i know it's only Him, she's interested in... not me :(




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