Do Not Disturb

2018-08-01 21:07:04 (UTC)


Dead journal,

I will officially be starting community college next month. It took some progress but its done. Mostly because my mom did all of the work. I got my t-shirt. Honestly, I'm nervous and excited at the same time. I mean its still college and after my two years their I'm planning on going to AUM to take up journalism. But I couldn't be anymore happier.

We're still together. I mean it's only been about a month now going on two. Hopefully, it'll stay for the long run. That's one of the reasons why I didn't write yesterday. Actually, that was the only reason why I didn't write yesterday. But its done. Getting me enrolled in college.

The only thing I ate today was cereal ( cinnamon toast crunch). Didn't really feel like eating anything else since, I'm " trying" to lose this weight of mine.

I hate that people think I'm pregnant when I'm not. I know you're getting tired of me saying this I know. Its just because it really bothers me. That's just them basically calling me FAT. I just got a little meat on me. Everybody does but that just bothers me to my skin.

I hate that people think that of me. I hate that I think that of me too. I wonder if, my boyfriend to do thinks the same. He says he doesn't but I know he does. He just doesn't wanna get my feelings hurt. I mean like I'm not pregnant. I'm not. I'm on birth control. My period comes on every once in a while because of those birth control pills and its actually working for me. Anyways, that's all I have for now.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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