✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2018-07-31 05:06:18 (UTC)

Into Open Arms

Dear Reader,

The days finally over.. and I’m laying down in my bed.. I’m exhausted, but there’s a storm in my head.

I want to write about today.. but I just can’t. Maybe tomorrow I’ll write about it.

When I think about it, I’m angry, then sad.. and then numb.


Right now I’m just a mixture of sad and numb.

And I also feel really really stupid. I leapt into open arms, and big surprise,
They met me hit the ground instead of catching me.

I feel like.. this is always going to happen. I’ll meet someone, they convince me it’s safe for me to open up to them, and then get burned.

I’ve written about it several times here..

You’d think I’d know better.. It’s not worth this.

I told him to leave me alone, but I doubt he’d talk to me again regardless

Sincerely,
Me




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