Do Not Disturb

2018-07-30 19:20:53 (UTC)

Weight Loss

Dear journal,

Just yesterday I weighed 177 and now I went back down a pound to 176.4 lbs. But its only because I haven't eaten anything and is just now waking up. I snacked on some more cheeseballs.

It seems as if, every time that I eat something I gain even more weight but if, I don't eat I gain less. I've never thought about starving myself. I don't know why I'm so concerned about my weight now. I'm not even that fat. It's just I'm a bit chubby that's all. But that I will get rid of because I don't wanna feel like I'm fat for the rest of my life.

I've been so stressed out lately. Maybe that's why. I'm just sometimes to the point where I can't take it anymore. But that I try not to do. And what's even worse is that my period will come on sooner or later. I forgot to take my birth control pills all this weekend but only because I was " irresponsible" enough to leave it at home. At least I think I did. Anyways, that's all I have for now.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One