Do Not Disturb

2018-07-25 22:01:52 (UTC)

Is their something wrong with me???

Dear journal,

Is their something wrong with me???

I believe something's wrong with me. Everyone else seems to think so. I care to much about what other people think of me. I let it bother me. Nobody listen to me but you. Not even my own mom. I try and talk to her but its no use. I'm always being ignored. Even laughed at by my own family.

What do i do to deserve this???

Absolutely nothing. But its all because I'm different. Is that bad??? Everyone else thinks so. Even guys. I wish someone would listen to me. I'm not trying to make it " all about me". I just want someone who understsnds me you know. But clearly they don't.

That's the other reason why I like to write a lot. I get to say whatever I want whenever I want. I won't get judged for it. Its a diary. Its my diary. Nobody can get mad at me because of it. It listens to me. I can vent whenever I want to and it always somehow always makes me feel better during my good and bad day ( mostly my bad days since I seem to have them a lot lately). Like now I feel so much better. Been writing all my life.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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