Do Not Disturb

2018-07-22 22:02:32 (UTC)


Dear journal,

I wanna see him but I doubt that I will. I wanna be able to see him everyday but you have to have a car to do that but that he don't have. But that he will have soon. I mean he does have one I suppose. All he needs is his license. At least that's what he told me.


He's taking the test a million times so what is he waiting for. But only online. I'm crazy for him already. I mean he's my boyfriend so, why shouldn't I be. I'd told him that I would see him today. I shouldn't have. Maybe theirs a 50/50% chance that I may or may not see him today. But hell its not the end of the world.

I mean so what if, I don't see him today. So, what. Okay, its a so not a so what. I love him. He loves me. He told me that I'm gonna be his wife one day and not many of my ex's have told me that because they were the wrong guys. Not the " right one".

I texted Marlin. I shouldn't have done that. I have a boyfriend. We were never more than, friends to begin with anyways.

This guy name lets call him Brady sent me a friend request on Facebook. I accepted it but only because he use to go to my school and he to probably did for the same reason. He's light skin. Look like he's either my age or in his mid 20s. I admit is pretty cute though but I have a boyfriend. Boyfriend. Boyfriend. Boyfriend. And I am absolutely and am completely and in total LOVE with.

Marlin asked me why I texted him knowing that I have a boyfriend and is also assuming that I still have " feelings for him". What and ever. He must not understand the definition of me having a boyfriend. I guess not. But then again I did text him first. But that will be no more.

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The Forgotten One

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