Do Not Disturb

2018-07-18 23:53:10 (UTC)


Dear journal,

How come I have to give up everything just because somebody told me so?

Well, I don't really have to so I won't. I hate that this happens to me often but then again it was my decision to do so. I never tended to say NO ( to be honest, I don't know what the he'll I'm talking so just go with it. Its something). I was always scared enough to say ONE WORD to somebody... Anybody for that matter ( its called being shy you idiot sorry I do this thing where i talk to myself even when I'm writing okay of topic). I've been shy my whole life. I don't know how I'm gona make it in life. No job. No nothing. Update on the whole boyfriend thing: We're doing good. Making progress but if, he chests on me or talk to any othrr girl or kept a girl in his phone.... I'm done. I'm that strict. My hearts not gonna be hurt anymore. But I also have a feeling that he wants those types of girls. The outgoing ones. But I'm not outgoing. Like at all. I'm shy and that's what I'm best at doing. And also very, very, very weird in a way but you'll get use to it. Hopefully. But I'm a nice person unless you get on my bad side and yes I have one and that's where shit gets real. People just take my nicenest for granted and just throw it all away like I'm just some random piece of paper they found lsying on the floor. Okay so maybe that was a tad bit dramatic. I know.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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