šŸƒAmanda22Janeā¤

Ghost Writer
2018-07-18 03:58:21 (UTC)

Wet, Cold, Grey Wednesday.

i slept an hour to two hours at a time this last night gone.
the reason why is because i didn't take my quetiapine (seroquel) tablet. the reason why i didn't take my quetiapine tablet 25mgs is because i get scared that i will end up sleeping far far too long. i have a kitten to care for. as it is she sometimes doesn't get her first day meal till one o'clock. i leave extra food out before i go to sleep at night because of sleep patterns...if there is food left in Dekkie's bowls, that's all well and good but if it's all gone...i feel guilty.
i am creating a problem where there needn't be one...

proof that Dekker (Dekkie) is more like a little dog :


♥ she kñows how to guard. she can hear someone coming to the door way before i can and warns me by sitting up straight like a little baby meerkat (not otter like i said in previous entry).


♥ whenever i chase after her to catch her and put her back inside or stop her from going outside she rolls over on her back in submission because my tone of voice is growly and scolding. when she rolls over, it also makes it more difficult for me to pick her up.


Dekkie has been pestering me since early this morning to let her out. no. the weather is not good for outside playing for my young cat. i also do not want to have to wash her two days in a row.


need my meds. my brain needs venlafaxine. i'm experiencing a brain crash because of no venlafaxine for a few days. off to shop...




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