Do Not Disturb

2018-07-08 15:49:50 (UTC)

I know I'm not the only one

Dear journal,

I always feel left out of everything. Its all about me getting a job. Sometimes I hate being a grown up and I'm not even close to being fully grown. My mom was on the phone with my brother and she said that my dad was taking them to golden corral and without me. I see their having lots of fun without me. But for me its all about getting a job. I always feel left out anyways. The other day I weighed myself and I weighed exactly 176.2lbs. Is that bad for a 19 year old? My Grnamda made it seem bad when I told her. She told me I shouldn't be weighing that much and that I should cutt out sodas and sweets. And drink plenty of water like I not already do that. But not enough. I feel fat everytime I see my pug. I mean its just a pug. Right? A girl thought I was pregnant when really its just a pug and that was on prom night. It bothered me so much into actually thinking that I'm fat. My mom says I'm not. But I feel like I'm fat. Maybe I should just eat less than, I've already been eating. Or just start being a vegan. I don't know. I feel like shit today. As usual. Everyday. Anyways, that's all I have for now.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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