Do Not Disturb

2018-06-23 20:31:47 (UTC)

No Longer Friends???

Dear journal,

Now that me and Marlin are no longer a "thing" or whatever you want to call it. I mean were we ever a thing to begin with. I mean yea he " loved me" but their were some days when I didn't respond because I and I quote " didn't know how to feel". And yet I still don't know how to feel. I guess its for the best. But now I really don't have nobody to talk too. I mean I actually thought he wad " the one" ( like I do with every othrr guy I talk to or supposedly " like").

But now all of a sudden all he wants to be is friends. After all these years, days, months I would've thought that he would've at least fallin in love with me. At first he " did" but I guess he grew tired of it. He grew tired of me. He was the ONLY one and I mean ONLY one that I could actually talk to about you know stuff. But I guess things happens for a reason. But I'm always doing something wrong. What am I doing wrong? Am I doing anything wrong? I guess guys don't go for a girl like... Well... Me. Why does this happens to me everytime? ME!!!!

Write more as soon as possible


☝The Forgotten One ☝

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