Do Not Disturb

2018-06-16 17:11:49 (UTC)

Its Been Decided

Dear journal,

We decided to just be friends. I mean we still like each other and all but we didn't even start of as friends. I mean I guess I'm okay. I kind of knew this was gonna happen anyways. And I have trust issues and everything so yea and I kind of gotten out of a 6 month relationship and I don't know if I'm ever ready to get into another one because I'm the one who's always ending up getting hurt.

My mom found out about the hickey he gave me but you can barely see it. Its only below my neck. I mean yes sure I wanna cry my eyes out but I'm trying not too.

I don't even know why I wanted to get into another relationship so fast anyways. I guess because I felt so lonely and stuff like that. I think its just what's best for me to you know... Stay single.

It hurts but I guess I'll get over it but I still like him.

We went to the pool even though I can barely swim. I saw some other people their and this one girl had some big ass boobs and it was see through and she was wearing a white t-shirt in the pool. That was very unlady like.

I'm just stressed out. I'm upset. I kind of knew this was gonna happen anyways. I mean I wanted to tell him that I just wanted to be friends because he's always talking about my weight and everything. So yea its what's best.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One

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