Do Not Disturb

2018-06-16 00:36:19 (UTC)

Emotionally Insane

Dear journal,

Now he won't answer my text nor calls. I commented on one it his pics and said," Sexy self." But he responded to this other girl post ( which he said them later on was his supoosedly "cousin" or whatever). But it doesn't matter... Because all I get is a thanks.... I should've known.

Why did I get myself into this mess anyway???

He says that I'm "accusing him" of texting other girls. I mean how do I know if,he doesn't want me to see his phone. I just can't seem to trust him. And now he won't answer my phone all because I can't trust him.

Told Marlin I just want to be friends. I just can't deal with being in a relationship at the moment or, even dating wise because someone always ends up getting hurt and by someone... I mean me...

Relationships are not for me. Maybe for some people but for me... It's not. It's like he's embarrassed to be seen with me or something. I can't deal with this not right now and its already me enough as it is.

So as of now I think that's what's best and he's always bringing up things about his ex like he wants to get back together with her or something and rubb it in her face of him and me being together when he asked me out and when he told me that he " loved me" ( which I don't know to believe or not).

He said it to soon and it haven't even been a month yet. I'm not this easy going person ( which is somewhat true) but that will be no more. I don't even know why I'm so stressed out over him anyways. And if he doesn't wanna be just friends then hell its fine by me. I'll just block him.


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The Forgotten One

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