Do Not Disturb

2018-06-16 00:30:17 (UTC)

I'm scared

Dear journal,

I'm scared. I'm scared that he will cheat on me. I'm scared to get hurt again. The only reason why o insist on being in another realtionship is because I really like this guy and I mean A LOT. I know that I've said the same things with other guys that I've dated and liked but this one I just REALLYYYYYY like. He has green eyes that I could stare into forever. Am I ready for another relationship? I have MAJOR trust issues and its really bad at the moment. He wouldn't even let me see his phone and not only because of "privacy" because I feel like he's hiding something from me but I'm willing to try and at least trust him ( which won't be easy to do.

Write more as soon as possible


The Forgotten One