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A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2018-06-06 07:35:33 (UTC)

The day after

Master emailed me last night at 7.20pm, to see how i was.
i told Him i was ok, and was just getting dinner, before going in the bath, and then to bed.
He said i would have to talk to Him about it eventually, and asked me why it didn't work for me.
i didn't want to say anything wrong, to make myself look even stupider than i already felt, but i told Him i was fine until the fisting, and then having to leave before He did.
He said He never fisted her, but i saw His hand, and there were definitely more than 2 fingers in there, and when i left the room to go to the loo, the noises were way over the top! That's all i'm saying now on it. i don't want to argue about things. i just want to forget it.

i wrote to linda last night, because i felt bad about maybe upsetting her, and it was nothing to do with her, really, although i had a slight problem with the protection thing she mentioned... that was all. she was nice, and i enjoyed kissing her, and licking her, and playing with her nipples.

If i could have changed anything about yesterday, i would have rather Master played with me at first, even together with linda, rather than all the emphasis being on her. Then i might have relaxed more, and enjoyed it more. By the time i got any attention at all, i was feeling like a spare part, and like i shouldn't even be there for the biggest part of it. i doubt i'd have been missed.

i'm ok this morning... i'll survive, and get over it. i just hope there's no more cross examination of my feelings, because right now, i don't want to talk about it.




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