✯Sincerely, Me✯

☯LivingWithMyself☯
2018-06-01 14:17:01 (UTC)

This Morning

Dear Reader,

This might be a short entry since someone’s bound to “wake me up” anytime now.

I used the internet and botw to distract myself yesterday..

I went to sleep angry, and I woke up today angry.
So angry I don’t even want to leave this room and see their faces.

I started to cry picturing what a conversation would be like if they did pry it out of me if I end up alone with them. Because it would result no different than now.

I know they think I’m being selfish.

But they’re not the ones that are effected by this, at least not as drastically as me.

But they didn’t care about how it effected me.. because how I feel doesn’t matter.

Yeah, you can totally take my granddaughters room, she only spends all the time she’s not waiting on us in there.

I’m just as mad at R.
Because she did the same thing! She offered her house, and she HAS an empty bed. But she didn’t want that because who fucking does? So of course she pushes for her to come here..

Yeah, Sincerely Me already takes care of two elderly people, three dogs, and a house occupied by 5, and everyone in it does abosolute nothing to help keep clean.. EVEN grandma.
One more person to wait on, and another dog won’t hurt right? Oh, and they’re both taking your room, and is piling up in it all day, and it’ll probably be a long time before you’ll get it back.

My brothers give a shit, and they’re upset about it all too..

But I know R wouldn’t get it if I told her any of this..

And I know D might not either. Because S (my aunt who’s here) is their sister.

I just wish I could talk to someone in this family who would get it.

Sincerely,
StillAngry





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