Letters To Burn
Number Thirty Five
I haven’t been writing to you here lately. It’s exhausting and it feels one sided. It’s like all you had to do was get the words off your chest and just move on back to normal. I don’t know how to do that. I have been busy creating music and of course your fingerprints are all over that. I think I would have been happier not knowing you had feelings for me than what it is now. I know where I stand. But it doesn’t make me love you any less. It’s so tiring the weight of these emotions. I love you so much and you can’t possibly know how deep and how true. It’s so very odd to feel this helpless. Now my life is just a shadow play. Nothing makes the hurt go away.