sft

A Subs Space... OVER 18!
2018-05-15 07:25:43 (UTC)

The frustration continues

God knows, i try!
i try every day... to be good... to do what's right... to help others... and to make people happy.

i tell myself over and over again... "Forget it! Don't waste your time!"... but still... i try some more.

i don't know where i get this stubborness/resilience/ever hopeful ness from, but it sometimes really gets on my fucking nerves! Why can't i let it go? Why can't i just think, *whatever*, and just get on with life?

Yes... i have sent more messages out, but also, i have tried, yet again, with *l*.
i don't know why, but she just seems perfect in every way, but one.

she told me she felt she might not be able to restrict herself to just Master and i :(
Now, i don't know if that's a *let us down softly* excuse, or whether she's just a greedy little slut. lol
Who wouldn't be happy, being a bi-sexual, with both a Male, *and* a female, to enjoy?
she says her only friends are few, and are swinger types. But she also said she doesn't play with them that often, so her idea that maybe meeting us once a fortnight, or just over, is maybe a little too long between meets, just seems ridiculous to me :/

Anyway, i've asked that she speak to Master about her thoughts on it. Whether she will or not, remains to be seen.

If i was feeling kinky, i *might* try to hold my breath ;) :p




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